i used to want to find an answer

but i can’t recall the question anymore

if the best way to travel is light 

and the goal is to go farther 

than why does the levity make 

everything so much worse 

now i know the timeline

so i know the last time you 

were soft with me

you had already left me

when you saw fit to remember for a moment

that we were to see the end 

together

you had already left 

and i never had a chance 

because you never gave me one